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04 March 2017

First Sem in Foundation of Law at UiTM Dengkil

Here I am again, trying to write something in my dusty blog.
So, as you guys already aware that I am currently pursuing my study in Foundation of Law.
Actually, I am now in my second semester but yeah I would like to tell a bit here and there about my first semester there.

As usual, the first day and MDS (Minggu Destini Siswa)
Since I never went to boarding school and never being far apart from my family,
I was quite nervous but excited as well.
After queuing up, I got my key and went up to the room.
Well, the room is nice and quite spacious. Got this positive vibes that I'm going to survive here.
My housemate & roommate is cool and nice too.

The 3-days-orientation aka MDS is such a pain.
I don't get the whole thing. Just one word : LAME
We don't really get to know the syllabus, the place, the rules.
We only get tired and annoyed.
And one more thing, they really need to change the headcount system because we need to wait for hours for the committee to count the student.

I didn't know that class will only start a week after the MDS, hahahahaha.
What else, I ask my mom to pick me up and went home for a week.
On Monday, my first class start at 8am.
I wore baju kurung, my new one.
Damn nervous but I remember that I ask my classmates their names and said hello.
It went well but yeah pretty awkward.

Whatever it is, I remember my first sem as me not being me.
Me wearing baju kurung almost everyday and same black shoes.
Me not having a lot of friends and isolated (I guess so)
But then, my final result came out pretty good where I get to be on the dean's list.

To be honest, my second sem is much better.
More friends and more exposure.
I will tell you guys more on next post.

20 November 2016

Sudden CHANGE ? Medic to Law

Hello everyone ! Hope you guys had a pleasant day today.
This is going to become quite a long post.
After a quite few talking, crying and thinking with myself and my parents, I decided to pursue my study in law. A total change in game. The decision was made a few hours before the UPU (Public Univerity Registration Unit) site is closed.

I really never had the idea in mind to become a lawyer or anything similar. Never once.
My father played a big role here, brainwashed me and what not. I listened but never think about it.
My mom still with her stand for me to become a doctor. I was confused. But then, to pursue medic with my result is hopeless.So, myself  started to think my about my real dream, to talk, to learn other languages and culture and to HELP others. I'm thinking about taking Mass Communication and Languages Faculty.

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So then, I was checking what can I got into with my result

Foundation in Science ? NEVER.
Diploma in Science ? MAYBE but I don't want to take the long route..
Diploma in Mass Comm ? YES a perfect match
Foundation in Law ? A MATCH but not my forte at that time.

So, I was like... Okay maybe Law isnt that bad after all.
Took a risk and choose the top 3 choice with Foundation in Law. And choose 4th one with Diploma in Mass Comm. I could not remember the rest.. Since then, I totally remove MEDIC from my mind.
Months waiting for the result, I started to dig through law degree. Well, it wasn't that bad at all !
I started to like it a bit.

While waiting for the offer, I went to school registered as STPM student.
Just in case I didn't get any university offer. My love for STPM started to growth because I got new friends, new beginnings, and a fresh start. I remove all the negativity, even took part in public speaking when I barely know anybody there. Got 1st place :) such a nice experience. I also set up my mind to do the best in STPM and pursuit my degree in Law after.

Few days later, I got a call for Mass Comm interview.. but I became double minded.
If I went and pass the interview, I wont be able to get the chance pursuing my study in Law.
So, again took a big risk. I skip the interview.

The university offer result went out. Nervous but stay calm. A good news !Alhamdulillah
I got Foundation in Law at UiTM Dengkil even though it was my third option. My first option was IIUM Foundation in Law. Syaitan got me again confused and ungrateful.. I was hmmmm
I wanted IIUM, best law school in Malaysia. I also feel very bad to leave my STPM friends, they was very nice and fond of me. All my siblings and parents congratulated me. Told me it was good opportunity.

Of course, it was a such waste to reject the offer.  Halfheartedly  accepted  it and guess what ?!
I learn the hikmah behind all this, I loved it.. law I mean

I planned, we planned but Allah SWT is the best planner.

To be continue.. on how I survived my first semester.

01 April 2016

Im confused and feeling weird

So, here I am after a long time.
Done with my SPM and my result was fine enough. *I guess so
Actually I never wanted to pursue science in my further study but then
while im on break after SPM, Ive been thinking a lot.

I started to think why cant I be a doctor ? You know you can do it
and I can help my society in the future. Its a great career.
I cannot help thinking that Ive been living so easy and free that its now time for me to give back to the society. I always feel helpless when I saw people living hard. 
I wanted to be one of those that help my own community. 

But then, it sucks to know that I cannot pursue my study in medicine because ive a Cs in my chemistry.
Ive regretted a lot on why I didnt try harder back then.
Actually I could but its a long journey.
1st  Take foundation in science for 1 year
2nd Take Bachelor in Biomedical sciences for 3 years
3rd Then I can take my MBBS for 5 years

Im only going to graduated when Im like 27 or 28 years old
Thats too old for me.
Now that I wanted to do it, a lot of hardships come along efore I even started. Huh
There's another shortcut which is to pursuit my MBBS for 6 years in Egypt. But people said its going to be hard after graduation because of this and that.
My dad is against the idea of me becoming a doctor because of the time commitment.

Thats all.
Hopefully Ill  become someone that give back to sociey

20 March 2015

First post.

First post..
To be honest Ive been blogging since I was 12 till 14.
A lot of changing happened in my blog from pink to green to yellow. hahaha
My blog's name also never been the same.
This template that you're seeing now was edited since 2012.
Then I stopped for almost three years. hahaha, now im oficially 17.

Ohhh yeah, I am so 'poyo' for using English. but please dont be mad dude.
Im just trying to improve my English for SPM.
You are going to see a lot of grammar errors and mistakes. so please correct me cause im no perfect.
The weird thing is I dont speak English in real-life, 
so im just a typical 'Melayu' that poyo-poyo in blog. Why not kan ? 
bukan selalu pun..

Hopefully, there's anybody in this entire world would read my blog.
Its okay if it just one person. or maybe 2.
or its better to just keep this blog all to yourself.
then, whats the motive to write a blog ? weirdo.

Okay thats all.
Next post is about how immature I am. and I just realized that when I scroll down the old post of this blog.
Here's a potato for you
and teh'o ais ikat tepi for you because Malaysia is in hot season now.. enjoy